So yeah i have had a date of any sort, date date or casual friend date, in ablut 3 or four years. i know im a teenager and thats not bad, but there a guys a like.

then the guys that like me tend to be unsusually, like the kind that need to be commited. like my freshman year there was this guy that i had never met, saw on occasion in the hallway, but diddn't even know his name. then he sent me a note saying that he really liked me, and he seemed like he knew me , but the kinda scary thing is that i didnt know him at all. didnt have any classes with him at all. and if he really like me that much, you think the guy would spell my name right.

so jr high is the only time i have had a bf. once in 7th grade with a guy that had yet to "come out" (eberyone knew he was gay but me) and a guy that was three years older than me in 8th grade, that i didnt want to go out with to begin with and only did because hi cousin who was a friend of mone begged me to. then he dumped me after the show we did for another girl in the cast that he used to date because after hin , the other girl, myself, and someone else hung out for awhile, he discovered he still had feelings for her. it didnt bother me to break up since i didnt want to date him from the get go.

but now i am a junior in high school, and only went to one dance with a friend and we were bored out of our minds. its not that i want a boyfriend, i would just like for someone to like me that isn't a certafiable loon, or is going to be in need of a restraing order.

how do i get a guy to fall for me, and mean me, not someone that im pretending to be just to get guys?