Okay so I have a best friend(girl) and normal friend(guy) that have been dating each other for one year and a month and they go to the same high school as me. My best friend and I like to hang out a lot but my other friend hates it when we hang out and gives me the annoyed look but in the end he gets all grumpy and kinda angry if I stay too close or stay too long with my best friend. I'm wondering what I should do because I can't stay too close to her or he is gonna get mad and angry and i don't really want to cause any problems in their relationship; also I can't just back off completely because she's my closest friend and she's the only person that will listen to me completely and will not tell other people about any of my problems(most of my other friends are extreme socialists therefore I can't trust them). This problem is really getting in the way of my whole life because now I feel so stressful and recently I thought I was having chest pain so I went to my doctor and she said that I might have an anxiety disorder and i think i have PTSD now because of this.
I just came back from a small March Break party of watching random movies and it was just me and both of us in the end and he kept giving me that look and he was trying to ignore me after a huge group of people from the party left, me and my best friend started talking about random things after the group left and she suddenly started getting concerned about him after he was all quiet and he looked annoyed so I left as it was really awkward to just stay there and talk with her as he was giving me a bad vibe so I got nervous and left to walk home. This isn't the first time that this has happen as sometimes he's okay with it as we would just talk all together but at random times he would get mad when we're just talking and he would go all quiet and mad.
So what do I do?!?!?! :confused::(:confused::( It's taking a huge toll on me as I can hardly concentrate on anything and especially when I hear or see a person in pain my head wanders and always ends up thinking of her and the thought running in my head is, "soon your gonna lose her completely........."(sorry it's a bit cliché but this is honestly what i feel)
PS: I haven't told my best friend of this problem. Should I? cuz I don't wanna scare her that this problem has been going on...........
"There are two kinds of secrets: those we keep from others, and the ones we hide from ourselves."[SIGPIC][/SIGPIC]