So im having a confidence (not exactly the word im looking for but...close enough) dilema of sorts and i just want some outside opinions on it- to you know let me know if im just freakin out like a girl typically would or if im on to something. So not trying to pat myself on the back or anything but i'd like to think that im a pretty cool girlfriend, im not the jealous type at ALL, i completly trust him with any of his girl friends or mine, i dont nag him for stupid things, His two best friends and i get along great ( they totally treat me like one of the guys- i have a very male sense of humor and we just understand eachother...) im not clingy or possesive, im mean i just trust him and love him. But lately i've been feeling like im starting to slide down on the awesome meter and slip dangerously close to "acting like a total girl".

Im overthinking so many of ourconversations and reading way too much into them and, then i made a joke about being jealous of my a scene in our play where he basically makesout with and then fools around with my best friend whos practically my sister ( who happens to be his ex btw, if that shows you at all how i think) which i think wasnt the nest idea cause my friend told me afterwards that he told her he felt terrible like he had really just cheated on me.... Gah! i just dont know what to think and i want to go back to being the amazingly cool understand girlfriend and not "the annoying overanalyzing girl."

can you tell im a little worse for the wear? i just need to vent and i want to hear what you guys think...